Found a stone wall

Hey friends, good Monday morning.  Hope everyone had a good weekend, mine was okay.

Okay, so back to the title of my blog today.  A stone wall, you say... Yes, a stone wall.  No, I did not wreck Surely (my red Honda) into a stone wall.  Though, trying to find a stone wall to wreck Surely into would be an adventure in itself.  No, my stone wall was emotional and mental.  If you recall in a previous post, I am on the search for my biological parents.  So, my stone wall is that the company I contacted had no information for me.  Though they did give me more options for finding my biological parents, which of course I am trying to find.
The company that my mother said I "came" through is called Welcome House.  The issue with Welcome House is that it cost loads of money to look for my parents.  I mean, the smallest amount is $40, and the largest is $200.  Where the heck am I going to come up with that amount of money???  Hm, we shall see.

So, of course I told my mother, and she is just shocked that it had taken me so long to try and find them.  I mean, by law you can start looking at the age of 18 (I will be 24 in September).  So, she is a little shocked it has taken me so long.  I told Kenneth (since he was here for the weekend), and I had to preface my comment by something like "I know this means nothing to you, but it means a lot to me; and since I mean a lot to you, you need to understand."  I am pretty sure he thought I had lost my mind, but it is okay.  He "gets" it now.

So yes, right now I am up against a stone wall.  We shall see.